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Saturday, September 03, 2005

Just So Everyone Knows, Im Not Really On Here Much Anymore. I Might Be Putting Up Some Quotes Everynow And Then, But Thats About It. Kay?

 

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This is my icon and quote site. I DO NOT TAKE ANY CREDIT FOR ANY OF THESE ICONS. Also, MOST OF THE QUOTES ARE NOT BY ME, though A FEW MAY BE SO LOOK. Mostly, I get them from other people. I subscribe to all of the people whom I get the icons and quotes from. K?

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Thursday, August 04, 2005

Quotes

He said he would stay on the phone
until she stopped talking && fell asleep...
when she woke up she heard him say
"good morning...
did you know you have deep conversations in your sleep..
&& in case you didn't know
...
I Love YouToo..."

&& you can tell shes happy
when you see her LOOKiNG at you

While youre at home
thinking about him...
you can be sure that
he's out having a
good
time not thinking
about you.

i check the buddy list
every 5 seconds
just in case i missed him </3

i'm just that hopeless girl that just sits *&& waits on
the computer for that one special person to get online.

i cant help but SOMETIMES wish
we had never met
but then i think
i would have missed a lot of things <3

everyone says
"everything happens for a reason"
but when i lie in bed at night
and try to think of a reason
why so many things have happened
i cant figure it out
and i just want to know so badly

you're not friends because you sit with eachother at lunch
or talk on the phone.
or wear matching flip-flops.
you're best friends because when she smiles,
a grin forces itself across your face.
no matter how mad you are.
when she cries. you instantly feel her pain,
&& want to cry with her.
when you look her in the eye,
you know there is nobody you could ever trust more.
regardless of how many broken hearts you've had.
that's what it means to be best friends

You`re The Reason I Wake Up
Wanting To Die && Fall Asleep
With Tears In My Eyes

&& she has a special ringer for when
that special someone calls her phone -
too bad she never hears it.

&& everytime I'm not with you,
something is missing. It's then
I realize that you have my heart.

I'm going to write down every time
You told me you loved me..
& with those 500 pages
I'm going to shove them down your throat
So you'll have enough
"I love yous" to tell the
next girl who thinks she's your world

note to heart;
NEVER GET THIS ATTATCHED.

lets raise the volume.
so we can sing like superstars
and dance like we're famous.

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Count By Two's && When You Get To 9,
That's The Day I'll Stop Loving You. <3

& she plays the song over and over again.
Just because it reminds her of him.

tell me you`ve had trouble sleeping.
that you toss && turn from side to side;
that it`s my face you`re seeing in your dreams at night.
tell me that you wake up
crying
&& you`re not exactly sure why. tell me that something
is missing in your life. tell me that you live to live,
and that forever is never enough.
tell me that you`ve waited all your life to see ;
that you want so badly to believe;
tell me it`s not just me..
it`s not up to me anymore ;; if you
want me in your life you`ll find a way
to put me there

here are two cheap tickets
for two hopeless lovers
who danced their dreams
away.

we went from strangers to best
friends and everything in between. <33

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when she cries,
the makeup runs from her eyes
& she spills the truth about
how she feels inside

Break it. Shatter it. Do whatever you want to my heart,
because I finally don't feel it anymore.

I'd rather chew on broken glass,
than keep on living in the past
and wasting time on words I know you didn't mean.

Oh such grace, oh such beauty
and lipstick and callous and fishets and malice.
Oh darlin' you're a million ways to be cruel.

we'll put that
0LD REC0RDon
&&dance to your
FAV0RiTE S0NG

youre the kind of boy
brown eyes are made for

the key to individuality is to get rid of that
"i'm afraid of looking stupid" line of thought..



Do I have to spell it our for you
or whisper in your ear?
Oh, just stop right there, I think that we've got
something here.

I can cry on your command.
I can scream, making my lungs bleed.
I can stare at the broken reflection,
seeing you laughing at me.

You pretend you don't see me to
make this less hard on yourself.
But lets face it, shall we? You're
a sucker for broken promises.



It's not the fact that I miss being your
girlfriend, I just miss being a part of your life.

I didn't care that you left and abandoned me.
What hurts more is I would still die for you.

She doesn't want to hear she's beautiful,
she wants to know she is.

So maybe I'm a little tired of having to try and look
like models in magazines when it seems no one else
has to do a fucking thing.

You tell some serious bullshit.
But it's exactly what I want to hear.
We all know what you want after you're done sweet talking.
And each time I give it to you, because you called me beautiful.

We just have to accept that people are going to stay in our
hearts even when they don't stay in our lives.


 

And besides,
you're probably holding hands
with some
skinny pretty girl
that likes to talk about hands.
And all I want to do, is ride bikes with you
and stay awake and watch cartoons

We paint the night. Only to find, it's cracked and peeling, each face revealing; What we don't say.

he grabs my wrists, as my hands turn into angry fists. And I whisper "Why can't you love me? I'll change for you, I'll play the part." and he says, "I'm sorry."

If it's the thought that counts
you can always count on me;
I think about you all the time

so let's leave all the windows open tonight, leave us no choice but to cuddle. close && cut off the lights for awhile && kiss me like you'll never see me again <3

Tell him i don't like him Tell him i don't love him Tell him i don't miss him but most of all don't tell him i said this with tears in my eyes

Love

Finally, when i see you in the hallway,
i don't think of you as love or hate...
youโ€™re just another one of those
kids who broke my heart.

i look at you.
you look at me.
we smile; and
pretend it's all
okay.

 

>She was a m a k e - u p kind of beauty...
>a polished perfection...
>a walking tragedy.
>She could change everything about her...
>using colors bold and bright...
>but all the colors mix together to gray...
>and it breaks her heart.

 

You're not a real boy, your plastic heart cannot love
It doesn't hurt for the same reasons anymore...

Untie all the strings between your heart & mine.
Unlove me. But do it real slow so I don't have to lose you all at one time.

it;s electric the neon hurt inside your phone call
the letters sadness & the madness it revolves
bringing down the walls where you found love

"Even if you think you have nothing worth stealing..someone will come along & steal your tail" โ€“Eeyore..

So I saw your new girlfriend today and I thought "yeah, she's pretty. pretty in a caked on make-up kinda way.."

tAkE NOtHiNG bUt PHOtOS
lEAVE NOtHiNG bUt
fOOtStEPS
&
kiLL NOtHiNG bUt tiME

 

Maybe.... there are no right moments, no right guys, no right answers... Maybe sometimes you just have to say whats in your heart, not just what you think someone wants to hear. </3

Yeah they talk about her ;; she just smiles like shes tough. She says hey, can you talk a little louder I don't think my heart is broken enouqh.

Six months went by. I almost forgot your name. 'Til they played that song tonight. The one we used to hate.

&& maybe the reason we hate each other
is because we can't stand that fact that we are in love.

Someone mentioned your name the other day and asked if I knew you. I thought of all our memories, and with a tear in my eye, I looked down and said "Yeah, I used to.."

  & he'll drive you crazy,
just because he knows he can.

Donโ€™t be fooled by her pretty smile. Inside sheโ€™s breaking. Sheโ€™s so fragile...

By the worlds standards.. we will never be perfect. But for some reason, with you.. I feel perfected <33

When he loved me, I didn't love him, but now that he doesn't love me, I kinda love him.

SHE KNEW BETTER BUT HER CRAZY HEART DiDNT. iT ALWAYS BR0KE N0 MATTER H0W HARD SHE TRiED T0 PR0TECT iT.. [ </3 ]

I never thought I'd be sitting here alone wishing that I could go back & redo everything I did to make you do this </3

So tell me I'm gorgeous
&& kiss me like I'm famous.

&& everything she does seems like a failure, because he never notices. && when Iโ€™m not strong enough; you're here beside me.

I`ll be there for you; these 5 words I swear to you.. when you breathe I wanna be the a i r for you ; I'll be t h e r e f o r y o u <33

you took me over the edge
and left me there to fall by myself
the word love meant nothing to you
i was taken in with your lies
and you knew i was too weak to leave
but you were wrong
you mean nothing to me now
every time you think of me
i hope your heart dies

I'll show you that place in my chest where my heart still tries to beat.

aren't you tired of being weak?
Such rage that you could scream. All the stars right out of the sky
and destroy the prettiest starry night.

so close your eyes and search
deeper than just memories
i never stopped believing in you and me
your leaving never changed things
i've been here for too long
to just walk away

in school, there were days when you felt like nothing was worth getting out of bed for, but then you remembered you were going to see him. your day was gonna have all these moments, moments that were full of possiblilty when you were sure that something was gunna happen.

 the tragedy is how
you're gonna spend
the rest of your nights.


So what if I still like him &&
would do anything to get him
back? Doesnt change the
fact that he's over and done
with me.

Bitter and hardened heart
Aching && waiting for life to start

&& write me some love letters.. so i
can keep every single one of them,
and read them when i'm lonely

&&suddenly he's afraid of commitment
giving her that textbook line "baby, i've
been hurt before and i want to be careful
with my heart
."

Best friends are there when your heart breaks
& you need some extra glue <333

god forbid you be an ugly girl
but too pretty is also your doom
cause everyone harbours a secret
hatred
for the prettiest girl in the room.

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lately i have to force myself not
not to care.

and it literally hurts
when i see you drop everything to go talk to
her
and simply ignore && walk by me.

&& she pretends she doesn't care;
but really she cares more than anyone else

stop your crying
no one will have sympathy
for your fake-ass drama scenes
filled in just plain jealousy

he leaned over and kissed me.
i kissed him back.
and then, our eyes met and it
was like we both knew.
so we smiled and kissed again.
it was so perfect. <3

just give me a sign
so i know what to do
either i'm giving up N0W
or im sticking with you <3



ยป
 i never meant to hurt you but you're pretty when you cry.
ยป i never really loved you but i'm pretty when i lie.

&& her friends dont understand her;;
she'`s a question without answers;
who feels like she`s falling apart

I can't talk to you now, cus when I talk
to
you I think about you, & when I think
about you I miss you,& when I miss you
my heart breaks, my soul cries, & there
is nothing I can do except talk to you.

i`m writing love letters
to a lost boy
whos too cute for words
&& a mind that could
crush a young girls heart.

&& If I could tell you one thing,
I guess it would be that I love hearing
the sound of your voice
&& that your smile just happens to
brighten my entire day &&
those little things you do without even knowing it.
Yeah, I love them too.

My theory is that if I kept my distance maybe
you would see what you were missing

it`s kind of scary to tell your lover "i love you more"
and realize.. you're right

so swallow your pride and choke back your tears.

you came into my world that
summer && taught me about
the importance of letting go

lets make a scene'
my suicidal debut here
lights . camera . heartbreak
no more than just that

Maybe i'm amazed at the way you love me
all the time. Maybe i'm afraid of the way i love you.
Maybe i'm amazed at the way you pull me out of
time & hung me on a line. Maybe i'm afraid of the
way i really do need you

the saddest lies are the ones we tell ourselves

I Wanna Be Your Lover
LipstickMyNameAcrossYourMirror
Bloodred With Flaked Gunshot Glitter

still have feelings for you..not
enough to want you back..
just enough to make it hurt

keep your head up ..
cause - there are people who
would kill to see you fall.

Letters meant to be sent have been torn,
the phone lies off the hook on the floor.

&& maybe i like
being unperfect

I'd collapse to the grass, with your notes ringing in my head. Let the rain fill my mouth, and in a couple hours... I'll be dead, but all the while; my lips are whistling our tune

go ahead && tell me all your lies
&& dont forget to add that you love me.

you're a slut, a liar, and a heartbreaker.
but you`re so damn gorgeous.

you sing me the song of my heart
and i patheticly fall for you more

These Clouds Are Weeping
Frozen Tears Pile Round My Feet
We Mourn Together Love
Without You, I'm Incomplete

o, I don't think you're a jerk.
I prefer a degrading-son-of-a-bitch-who-needs-a-reality-check.

so fragile ; she can't even see her own beauty

Please dear, don't flatter yourself.
You are truely nothing special.

guess its my insecurity acting up a bit ; because i know im not the most beautiful or the most fun or even the most exciting person youll ever meet
but i do know that no matter how long & hard you search , youll never find a girl who loves you & cares about you the way i do.

 

i'm a mess of insecurities; attention starved with a narcissistic
twist. don't you think that i'm amazing? please tell me i'm
worth dating.

just a little bit pretty
just a little more aware
just a little bit thinner
and maybe i'd get there

Do you want a song of glory? Well I'm fucking screaming at you.

Call me a safe bet.
I'm betting I'm not.

doesn't it feel so awkward --
seeing him in the hallway &&
pretending you don't see him?

A cheap sunset on a television set can upset her
But he never could


Like shooting stars we shine & then we fade,
breaking the promises we made

i'm starting to notice myself
thinking of you more & more

you put the city lights to shame
with those beautiful eyes of yours.

&& she's just a stupid little girl. with her hopes too high.
&& her feelings much to strong. especially for a boy like him

There's a girl in my mirror crying tonight, & there's nothing I can tell her, to make her feel alright

&& that's when I knew..
nothing would ever be the same

boquet of clumsy words
a simple melody
this world's an ugly place
but you're so beautiful

One day I'm going to look back on today &
realize how stupid of a teenager I was. How shallow
people could be. & I'm going to realize that if I could
do it all over again, I'd make the same choices.
Because come to think of it, I've learned a lot..

if you play dumb, then i'll play tragic
& you can break me like a bad habit..

Tonight my lungs are hanging from a telephone wire,
choking on the broken digits of a dial tone.

there are a hundred reasons why i should give up but you're the one reason i keep going.

&& when I see you, something inside me burns

why is it that men choose to walk away from love &
women choose to stand there & let it ruin there lives?

I'm barely hanging on but I could never let go.

sometimes paper is the only thing that will listen to you

She types "I'll be okay" as the
tears run down her face.

Love ??
It's kind of complicated...
But I'll tell ya... the second
That you are willing to make yourself miserable,
Just to make someone else happy...
That my friend is love

broken hearted i push you away
i wish i had the guts to ask you to stay.

& I guess what killed me the most
was hearing them ask you
"Did you love her?"
& you shrugging your shoulders
and saying..."I did... but now i've let go"

life is like a beautiful melody
only the lyrics are messed up

& all I need right now is for you to wrap me up in your arms
look me in the eyes & tell me you wont ever give up.

when you apologized it was like God
told me it was okay to hold on.

and sometimes I wish he would just
walk right up to me and kiss me,
without a care in the world ..

Cause screwing up takes practice
& I'm well rehearsed .

you all must think i have a great life.
but little do you know.
i cry myself to sleep.
sure i smile.. but that smile isnt real.
does anyone see the hurt in my eyes?
can anyone see beyond my disguise?

the hardest thing about growing up is that you;; have to do what's best for you;; even if it means breaking someones heart;; including your own *

N0t EVEN MAKE-UP C0ULD MAKE HER L00K BEAUtiFUL ... BECAUSE REAL BEAUtY iS L0ViiN Y0URSELF && tHAtS S0METHiNG SHE NEVER C0ULD D0.

She says she "Doesn't Care"
But the Look In Her Eyes
And the Tone Of Her Voice
Tell a different story

THETRUTHABOUTGIRLS:
"Fine" Never Means Anything Good.

don`t hate me. don`t regret me. don`t even forget me.

wherever youu go. whatever youu do. don`t say I never

LOVED Y0UU.______________________________

 

S0 T0NIGHT I`ll SIT && PiCK APART Y0UR PICTURES && 0VER ANALYZE Y0UR W0RDS BUT THE TRUTH IS I`VE NEVER EVER FELT THIS WAY `<3

 

 

S0 D0N`T G0 W0RRING AB0UT ME;; IT`S N0T LiKE i THINK AB0UT THIS CONSTANTLY.   S0 MAYBE I D0? BUT THAT SH0ULDN`T AFFECT Y0UR LIFE ANYM0RE.`<3

`i look at the picture's i took as i sit &   
flip through this book all the memories   
run through my head -- as i sit && cry
                                               on my bed'

 

She stood in the pouring rain
SCREAMING HIS NAME
as he slowly walked away

 

but, the night came down and
swept us away, && the stars
they seemed,to paint the most

elaborate scene today.<33

I never let the actions of another
make or break me. I never let
a single person shake me cuz
honestly, I don't give a fuck who
hates me.

It's like if you do something good, no one notices
But when you do something bad, theres no one who can forget.

&& today, it just clicked. You aren't worth it.

For some reason I can't figure out which one I miss more::
You _____ or the memories?

Eventually, one of the two things will happen
He'll find out your worth it, or
You'll realize he isn't.

The truth is I gave away my heart a long time ago
&& never really got it back...
-Sweet Home Alabama-

&& everytime I talk to you
I fall just a little bit
harder



like my favorite record, your a little overplayed
&& like my favorite summer, you never fade away.

"I didn't lose you!
Because you know what??
You can't lose something you never had."
-How To Lose A Guy in 10 Days-

It's funny how girls spend hours trying to find the secret meanings of words that guys will say, when really, the words don't go any deeper than the voice that speaks them.

As I lay there in your arms
I drew the letters i-l-o-v-e-y-o-u on your back
thinking that you weren't paying attention
then you looked at me and said "I love you too"

I live in notes and old photographs
And everything I'm holding back.
But you're words that weren't enough,
you remind me of a song I used to love.

Girl: I've cried so much these past few weeks
Boy: Why?
Girl: I lost my best friend...
Boy: Crying means your weak..
Girl: No, crying means you care

Don't know what to say anymore except that I couldn't sleep last night because I knew that it was over between us. It is a different feeling for me, one that I never expected, but looking back, I suppose it couldn't have ended another way. You and I were different. We came from different worlds, and yet you were the one who tought me the value of love. You showed me what it was like to care for another, and I am a better man because of it. I don't want you to ever forget that. I am not bitter because of what happened. On the contrary, I am secure in knowing what we had was real. And I am happy we were able to come together for even a short period of time. And if, in some distant place in the future, we see each other in our new lives, I will smile at you with joy and remember how we spent a summer beneath the trees; learning from each other and growing in love. And maybe, for a brief moment, you'll feel it too, and you'll smile back, and savor the memories we will always share together.
-The Notebook <3

Lots of girls show their beauty because they want the world to see it.
Others try to hide it so the world will look for something more.
-Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants.

I wish I could find the perfect lyrics to the perfect song
to explain how much you mean to me.

She smashed her rear view mirror
Because shes not looking back anymore.

Don't fall in love with
with the boy next door.
Trust me, he'll move

I will wake up everyday,
Put on the perfect outfite
Wear the best make up
Put on my favorite perfume
For a boy who hasn't even noticed.

THE TRUTH ABOUT GiRLS.
*Midol is like crack;; end of story.
*We love Ben&Jerrys more than you.
*We will never be told for sleepovers.
*Gossip isn't a sin;; its an art.
*We must go to the bathrooms in groups.
*We have this thing called feelings;; don't hurt them.
*Theres no point in having an ex if you can't be mean to him.
*We don't wake up looking pretty. It takes time and effort.
*Sometimes is just never quite enough.
*We need girls nights; OFTEN.
*We hold grudges and we never forget the things you say to us.
*It doesn't matter who dumped who or why, whenever we see an ex, it bothers us. Not because we're not over you, but because we know we use to be that girl.
*No guy wants to marry a whore. Well, no girl wants to marry a manwhore either.
*Never ask a girl what she weighs, or imply anything about her weight being to much or to little. Just don't.
*Our eyes are located in our heads. Not our chest, or our butt. So, when you're not looking in our eyes, WE KNOW.

so im gonna walk away ; and
its up to you to say how far..

When your a teenage Girl
* Boyfriends are a major priority
* you have to look perfect even if your going somewhere stupid, just in case you see someone you know
* You sneak out to meet a friend or a guy
* You're embaressed to go to the mall with your parents
* You find the real use of a basement or a bedroom window.
* You know what you're bases are and you have been to some
* You need new clothes, all the time.
* You go to parties every weekend.
* You go on walks, just to find guys.

in a perfect world there would be no need for mirrors
because every girl would have a guy to tell them they're
b e a u t i f u l

never regret what you`ve done
because at one point - what you've
done was exactly what you wanted to do

by the world`s standards,
you may not be perfect<3
-------ยป or even close to it
but i love you and to me...
ur as perfect as can be

 

You will never be forgotten, a million days could pass us by. But what is time but just a dream. Oh I still feel you here with me. You're more than a memory.

ever since i met you on a
CL0UDY M0NDAY ;
i can't believe how much
i L0VE THE RAiN.

So, please, just be patient. I'm so
afraid to care about someone. I know it
seems like i'm this strong girl who can
get through everything, but inside i'm
very fragile. I've had so many things
thrown at me, & each one has only made
a crack. What i'm afraid of is shattering

don't you miss the nights we talked for hours &
i held the phone up to my music saying.. "this is
the part of the song that reminds me of us"

today I woke up wishing
you were here with me, I wanted
us to be something that we'd
probably never be

those feelings that are the most painful are those
ones
that nobody can explain, no quote can describe,
and no tears or smiles can make them go away.
they`re the ones that hurt the deepest the ones that last the longest
and take F0REVER to forget about. <3

it [ h u r t s ] to think
there`s [ n O t h i n g ] else to live fOr
sOme days i just wanna [ g i v e . i t . u p ]
but i can`t let this wOrld [ p h a s e ] me
i [ p r O m i s e d ] myself i wOuldn`t ever [ give.up.]

If you go, then i'll forget you.
When you're gone, i won't miss you.
I'm sorry that's just the way i've
learned to deal with a broken heart.

find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hott,
who calls you back when you hang up on him ;; who
will lie under the stars & listen to your heartbeat,
or will stay awake just to watch you sleep <3 wait for
the boy who kisses your forehead ;; who wants to
show you off to the world when you are in sweats ;;
who holds your hand in front of his friends,
who thinks your just as pretty without makeup on ;;
one who is constantly reminding you of how
much he cares & how lucky he is to have you...

let's pretend, that i've moved on.
& i tell myself that life goes on without you..

I may be confused about a lot of things
but I know that the only time Iโ€™m truly
happy is when Iโ€™m with of you

Do you realize what you are to me?
What you're always going to be?
You are the love of my life.. everyone
else will always be the second best.
There will never be another you <3

look, I guarantee that we'll have tough times. And I guarantee that at some point one or both of us will want to get out of this thing. But I also guarantee that if I dont ask you to be mine I'll regret it for the rest of my life. Because I know in my heart , you're the only one for me

tell me you'll never forget me, because if i thought you would, i would never leave

She needs someone to hear her when she cries.

today i prayed my plane would crash you'd hear the news and you'd think of me as much as i thought of you...

sometimes she just wants to sleep all day

because her dreams are the only thing that keep her hopes up

 

 

i may be just a fool

but i know youโ€™re just as cool

& cool kids, they belong together

yeah, i`m over you
but i still have you
on my buddy list
& i still smile
when you sign on..

isn`t it ironic that the shape of a HEART - is the same as the shape of two tear drops upside down?

all i want is to be the girl falling asleep in a boys arms & not caring about anything else in the world, except how i feel at that moment while im with him <3

theres always a little bit of whore in every girl; when it comes to that one boy <33

so i guess its always gonna be awkward with us now. <|3

oh, and just incase your wondering. Your my everything && no matter what happens - - i will always love you f o r e v e r

& i'm not sure what i'm looking for.
but its clear to see the purpose of my
exsistance is laying here in front of me

i smile when i pass him in the halls.
i smile when he calls.
i smile at the littlest things he does.
i smile when he doesn't realize it.
i smile when he gets online.
i smile when i think about him.
so basically, i smile all the time.

the words that mean the most
are the hardest ones to say &
the ones you
love the most
are the ones you push away

when i see you ..
i always think to myself;
when he sees me,
does he ever say..
' omg there she is '

 I Donโ€™t Wanna Be The Girl He
Points To And Says "Thatโ€™s Her,"
I Wanna Be The Girl He Walks Up To
And Puts His Arms Around And Says "This Is My World."

it's weird to think about how different
your life would be if you had never met
the people
who changed it. <3

ยป during the day at random times, thoughts
smile
you gave me, && i swear for that 1'
second -- i could barely breathe .. <3

she loves the sweet nothings
that make her feel like something.

im mad at myself, not you. im mad for always being nice, always apologizing for the things i didnt do, for getting attached, for making you my life, depending on you, wasting my time on you, thinking about you, changing for you, forgiving you, wishing for you, dreaming of you and most of all, for not hating you when i know i should but i cantโ€ฆ

knowing i could still have you, hurts the most. knowing i could be the one you still call every ten minutes. knowing i could be the one by your side tonight, hurts the most. but all our mistakes are all my regrets

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dont let anyone ever promise you that they wont ever hurt you because at one time or another it will happen. the real promise is if the time you spend together will be worth the pain in the end

All I'm asking for is one night together, just you and me, all alone. And if you can honestly tell me you don't feel anything for me after that night, I'll finally let you go.

Maybe that person that was once in your heart never really left; they just began to fade away and then one day you realize he's really something special

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I always thought it was dumb for him to pick me in the first place. I'm not special - never was. never will be. He just made me believe I was & broke my heart when he finally realized I wasnt.

have you ever wanted to ask a question but you didnt cause you knew your heart wouldnt be able to handle the answer?

Love is like standing on wet cement, the longer you stay; the harder it becomes to leave... and you can never walk away without leaving permanent footprints behind.

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I would like to thank you, for showing me a part of myself that I have never seen. Yeah, we were young and dumb, but it still was fun. And I guess these things just tend to fall apart, and I hope you feel the same

&& she sat.. sat for hours wondering what she had done to deserve any of this pain that she was feeling. what she had done to want to make him break her heart in two && as she started to cry, she began asking herself why she ever said.. "i love you.."

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When people laugh and ask me what I see in you, I simply tell them "Everything you don't "

Don't make me wait, just because you know i will.</3

You love me..I know it, you know it, but we both
also know how scared you are. Eventually you are
going to realize that you have the best thing in the
world is right in front of you and you were too
scared
to do anything about it.

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always be yourself
because those who mind,donโ€™t matter
and those who matter donโ€™t mind.

confidence is the inner voice that says
you're becoming what you're capable of being.


Don't trust anyone. Rely on yourself.
Live life for yourself
because you came in this world alone
and you're leaving the same way.
 

In life you have two loves: one who changes the way you see yourself and the world and the other who puts you back together after youโ€™ve lost the first.

Donโ€™t say we're not right for each other because the way I see it, we're not right for anyone else.

a heart can be broken, but it still keeps on beating the same<3

PR0MiSES mean everything
but after they`re b R o k E n;
sorry means N0THiNG. <||3

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As I look back on all that has happened:
growing up, growing together, changing you and changing me.
There were times when we dreamt together,
when we laughed and cried together.
As I look back on those days I realize how much
I will truly miss you and how much I truly love you.
The past may be gone forever
Our todays make memories of tomorrow.
Therefore it is with all my heart that I send you my love,
hoping that youโ€™ll always carry my smile with you
for all we have meant to each other and for what the future may hold

Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesnโ€™t mean they donโ€™t love you with everything they have.


its funny how we are so different || but when you look in my eyes it doesnt even matter - - all the differences melt away and theres nothing but our love && somehow were just the same

Shes my other half, my sidekick on the side.
We're just like sisters, partners in crime.
Where she is, I'm not far behind.
If she's in danger, then my life too is on the line.

She reads the entire dictionary
& not one word can describe
how she feels. <3


so maybe its not perfect || maybe it didnt go exactly how you imagined it || but its something isnt it?

sometimes people do things that dont even make sense - - things that are totally out of character - - because when someone is hurting you just dont wanna be yourself anymore

sometimes looking forward is harder than looking back && holding on is easier than letting go

i want to be the last person you think of before you fall asleep || your first thought in the morning && the only person you think about all day

thats just how the world works - - certain people will always be unattainable && certain feelings will always be unexplainable

 

i want the guy who isn`t afraid to brag about me the

kinda guy who can turn any girls head but does not`'

even care because he |o n  l y| wants me a guy who

will go out of his way to make me smile and who    ++

'does sweet stuff for me just because he loves me--

a guy who is goofy and romantic at the same time

i dont want a guy who will hang with his friends   <3

while im talking to mine i want one who will convince

his friends to hang with mine so he can be with me *



sometimes its easier to live in the past - - painful memories and all - - because then you know theres no chance of creating new ones

 
there are a few thing in life that can never be replaced ;; things that make you know youre alive :: laughing so hard that you cry โ€“ falling in love โ€“ catching someones eye from across a crowded room โ€“ turning heads when you walk thru the door โ€“ having a friend turn into a sister :: these are lifes highs that are more precious than any amount of money
 
and all she wants is a boy who will call her at 4am
because he couldn't sleep, hold her hand for
no
reason at all
, wrap his arms around her and hold
her tight, treat her like
she the most important thing in
the world
, but mostly she just wants to know
someone cares </3.
sometimes the two people that are
meant to be //  are the last ones to
realize it ..

 
you see her walking down the hall
smiling and laughing and you'd never
guess that she went home every night
and cried herself to sleep.
 

G00D FRiENDS will be there to take your drink away
from you when they think you've had enough - but
your BEST FRiENDS will look at you trippin over ur
own two feet & say "bitch, drink the rest of that,
you know we don't waste that kinda shit"

sometimes i feel like i just cant make it when
times get tough and i just cant take it. the times
i feel i wont make it through .. thats when
i thank
god
for friends like you's <3

in ten years there's no way in hell we'll remember
all the boys we got with ; _all the girls we hated*
or how many crazy rules we [ b R o k E ] ;
just that we did it all * T 0 G E T H E R <33

some people are easy to get over.. they only
take a day or two .. but sooner or later you'll find
one who has changed everything about you &
no matter how hard your try you can't  find the
words to say goodbye. </3

i want a guy that will make me happy, someone
that will make me smile
when i hear his voice,
someone that will love me unconditionally, i want
someone that will have my friends say to one
another .. "shes happy again"

never let a guy know your in love with him because
then he knows that whatever he does, you're still
gonna love him & he's gonna mess with your heart
until it breaks in half </\/3

HiM: whatโ€™s wrong?
HER: nothing.
HiM: why wonโ€™t you tell me?
HER: why should i tell you?
HiM: you used to tell me everything.. and i told you
everything. what happened to us?
HER: ...you stopped caring.

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youโ€™re so typical and i hate you. another day,
same bullshit, this is like a re-run of some sitcom
and here we are, screaming at each other again.
you hurt me on the inside. listening to the same
songs over and over again, hearing the same
harsh words replay in my head. yesterday is
already over, today sucks, & tomorrow is bound
to be just as fucked up  </3

a best friend is someone who makes
your problems their problems so you
don't have to go through them alone .

they ignore eachother & look the
other way ; but they both know
deep down inside, that it
wasn`t
supposed to end this way </3

theres always gonna be that one guy
that
no matter what happens between you
two
, no matter how long you go without
talking, you never stop loving him. <3

if you break up && are still just
friends then you were either
never in love or you still are..

take chances, alot of them. cause honestly
no matter where you end up && with who,
it always ends up just the way it should be
your mistakes make you who you are, you
learn && grow with each choice you make .
everything is worth is. say how you feel,
always be you && be okay with it . . =)

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when i tell you i love you, i don' t say it as a habit.
i say it to remind you  that you' re the best thing
that' s ever happened to me ..

i made the choice to finally let qo
because my heart can't stand  `'
this pain. it's time for my last tear
to fall && for me to smile aqain <3

it' s hard to stop waiting around for something you know
won' t happen but it' s even harder to stop when you
know it' s everything you' ve always wanted <|3

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ii always wOnder what
          crOsses his mind when
          his eyes meet `-->m i n e

goodbye is the hardest
thing to sayy . because
you walk away with only
memories ' & memories;
well .. they f a d e away.

i wanna be the one u call ur [ b a b i e ] the one
u call ur [ o w n ] the one u hold in ur' [ a r m s ]
nd fall asleep wit on the [ f o n e ] the one who
makes ur [ b a d ] days [ b e t t e r ] `nd the one
who would make u say " shes [ c h a n g e d ]-
my life since the day i first met her " x3

we're WOMEN. we don't say what we want, but we reserve
the right to be pissed off if we dont get it

it`s the hardest thing in the universe
to listen to the guy you love talking
about the girl you want to be.

i'm the kinda person that *laughs* at
jokes 3 times -ยป [[once]], when its
told
-ยป [[once]]... when its explained -ยป and
[[once]] 5 mins later when i finally get it

if *he* catches you --->>looking--->> at him...
just (remember), he was looking at you too!

There isnt a.n.y.t.h.i.n.g. you can say,
'Sorry' just wont c-u-t it babe.

i  never knew it would be this hard to
lose something I never had.

In the end lifeโ€™s all about..
The hearts that were broken;
The lessons that were learned;
  && the memories that come along <3

Look for the boy that will go out
of his way just to see you one last time <3


it`s that kind of love where i just
finished putting up my away message &&
about to walk out the door ; when he
signs on & suddenly, whuttever
i was gonna do .. doesn`t matter ..
only talking to him does

the way i see it ---ยป do everything
u want to do & if its something u'll
Regret in the morning - [Sleep *late]

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the girl who seemed unbreakable.. broke.
the girl who seemed so strong.. crumbled.
the girl who always laughed it off.. cried.
the girl who never stopped trying.. finally quit

im sorry if im giving up
too   easy  i  just   dont
have'    the   strength
to       fight    anymore

A little jealousy in a relationship is healthy.
It's always nice to know that someone's afraid to lose you.

You know what? Go date all those girls.
go date whoever your little heart desires.
because eventually when you're done
with all those girls and you find out none
of them really loved you, you're going
to think about me, and how much I loved
you. You never even gave me one chance,
one little try, and you're going to want a
try. But you know what? I?m not going to
w a i t      a r o u n d .        <333


D0N`T STRESS 0VER PE0PLE FR0M Y0UR PAST .. THERE`SZ
A REASON WHY THEY DiDN`T MAKE iT T0 Y0UR FUTURE

a perfect moment is when the person you have fallen
in love with -;- looks you right in the eyes and tells you
` that they have fallen in love with you

Every long lost dream led me to where u are
Others who broke my heart .. they were like
northern Stars ; Pointing me on my way into
your loving arms ... This much I know is true
That God blessed the Broken road . . . . That
led me Straight to -> y o u *

got a problem with me ? [solve it]
think i'm tripping? [untie my shoes]
can't stand me? [sit down]
can't face me? [turn the fuck around]

n o - m.a.t.t.e.r - h 0 w much t-i-m-e g*o*e*s bY
Y0U'LL NEVER F0RGET
THE 1ST TiME HE L00KED
at you and how you fell in love with his eyes <3

When i stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a BiTCH. when i stand up for those i love, they call me a BiTCH. when i speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a BiTCH. being a BiTCH means i won't compromise what's in my heart. it means i live my life MY way. it means i won't allow anyone to step on me. when i refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it, i am defined as a BiTCH. the same thing happens when i take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when i act a little selfish. it means i have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who i truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think i "should" be. i am outspoken, opinionated and determined. i want what i want and there is nothing wrong with that! so try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me. you won't succeed. and if that makes me a BiTCH, so be it.

i want someone who will day dream
about me in class ;; then the teacher
will yell at him and tell him he needs
to listen. he'll say he's sorry
&&
then
look at me . smile and whisper - -
ยป
- - |[ i love you
]| - - <3

but tickets to my heart are sold out
and you're two minutes [[ too ]] late
the show wound up being ->boring
and pretty (( out of date )) </3

Theres a girl in my mirror, I wonder who she
is... sometimes I think I know her... sometimes
I wish I did. There's a story in her eyes, of
lullibies and goodbyes. When she looks back
at me, I can tell... she's hurting inside.

I won't forget the day that, that I found God
In a kitchen knife now and on my arm
So paint the pail white floor with, with my red life
And tell me that this pain is the pain I love
As I swallow the pills of happiness
And you watch me fall like New York in an earthquake

I gave you these roses now
but i left in the thorns I'd rather
hurt someone than hurt myself
I'll dispose of you like a lighter
out of fuel I'll lose you some
where on a dusty shelf So this
love's been worn down, like
s o n g s o n a t a p e


I said that you were my
first, but you weren't
even close now Like a
frame in a movie, you're
just one of many Can
you grant me one last
wish Play russian roulette
as we kiss I'll be your
c h e a p n ov e l ty ยซ-

I hope you know that you were my best friend
Tonight I said goodbye, but I should have said more
Thanks for the best time of my life.
Come home, now that you're gone I've finally realized
That you were the best
Come home, I won't forget the times that we had
I'm wishing that you weren't a part of my past
Emptiness swallows this town
From now on I will be alone for good
Will you remember my name?

Am I more than you bargained
for yet I've been dying to tell
you anything you want to hear
Cause that's just who I am this
week. Lie in the grass, next to
the mausoleum I'm just a notc
in your bed post, but you're just
a line in a song.

WANTED:
1 boy who will make my dreams come true.
1 boy who will love me no matter what i do.
someone that i can hug;; who won`t break my heart.
who will know how to treat me riight from the start.
if youu can fulfill my wishes, please--
let me know.

It's when I'm standing 6 feet away from you and not being able to find the words to tell you how much I love you and how much I miss you, that I just want to scream to the whole room that I'm still in love with you. It's when I'm sitting alone with the phone in my hand, dialing your number and hanging up, that I would trade a thousand tomorrowโ€™s for just one yesterday. Then I could just call you to tell you goodnight. It's when I am really sad about something..

Love


hope for the best & expect the worst
life isn`t a movie. it`s all
u n r e h e a r s e d


lets slow dance && be the couple everyone
wishes they could be lets look at the stars
& k i s s all'night long`'lets take it slow then
speed it up lets take stupid pictures & laugh
`til we cant breathe lets be forever you && me


When we're apart my heart just shatters
But when we're together nothing else really matters
Except me with you and you with me
Boy I love you more than you could ever see


 

 

true friends are the ones that when youu`re crying your eyes out,
are pulling the tissues from their purses. the one`s making youuu
laugh so hard that youu could pee ;; and the one`s who aren`t
teaching youu how to dance, they are the ones shovinq youu onto
the table sayin ; letsgogirl

 


 

the sweetest sound of all is your own name spoken by the only boy you care about <3

 

Love is when youu miss him
even before he leaves, when you
could listen to him talk all night and
never get tired of hearing his voice,
when the sound of his name
sends chills down your spine ,
and you see his smile
the second youu
close your
eyes.

 

DIFFERENCE between GIVING UP and LETTING GO...
GIVING UP is sacrificing what was rightfully yours
LETTING GO is forgetting what was never
yours


to those of you who have pushed me, thank you- without you i wouldnt have fallen. to those of you who laughed at me, thank you- without you i wouldn't have cried. to those of you who just couldnt love me, thank you- without you i wouldnt have known real love. to those of you who hurt my feelings, thank you- without you i wouldnt have felt them. to those of you who left me lonely, thank you- without you i wouldnt have discovered myself, but it is to those of you who thought i couldnt do it-- it is to you i thank the most because, without you i wouldn't have tried

 

i wana be the girl you hit a homerun for
you score a goal for, write a song for,
makes you smile, makes you laugh, makes your heart
skip a beat. i just want to be that girl.<3

 

 

28 ways to make a girl smile:

1. Tell her she's beautiful, NOT hott, fine or sexy.
2. Hold her hand at any moment, even if it's just for a second.
3. Make her laugh.
4. Leave her voice messages to wake up to.

*5. Always tell her you love her at any and all times.
*6. When she is upset, and tell her how much she means to you.
*7. Recognize the small things, they usually mean the most.
8. Call her babe (not baby).
9. Sing to her, no matter how horrible your voice is.
*10. Pick her over all the other girls you hang out with.
*11. Write her notes (she loves them).
12. Introduce her to your family and friends as your girlfriend.
13. Call her just to say "hello".
*14. Pick her up; tickle her and play-wrestle with her (let her win occasionally)
15. Sit in the park and just talk to her.
16. Tell her funny jokes, stupid jokes, just tell her jokes.
**17. Throw pebbles at her window in the middle of the night just because you missed her.
*18. Let her fall asleep in your arms.
19. Carve your names in a tree.
20. If she's mad at you, kiss her.
21. Give her piggyback rides.
*22. Bring her flowers just because.
**23. Treat her the same around your friends as you do when you are alone.
24. Look her in the eyes and smile.
25. Let her take as many pictures of you as she wants.
*26. Slow dance with her, even if there's no music playing.
27. Kiss her in the rain. Shoot, Kiss her EVERYWHERE!
**28. If you are in love with her...tell her

 

as much as i cant wait t0o experience the
        weak knees & butterflies, the smiles and
        late night f0ne calls,  the all c0nsuming
        'i cant live with0ut y0u' kind 0f feeling.
        i'm just n0t ready t0o hand my heart
        t0o s0me0ne and fully expect them n0t
        t0o shatter it.  sure i will eventually,
        but i d0nt have a clue when

life is all about trusting your feelings and taking chances.
losing and finding happiness; appreciating the memories
and learning from the pain and realizing that people
ALWAYS change <3*

people say hate is a stronq word ;;

well so is love, but people t-h-r-o-w it

)(around)( like it`s nothinq _<|3

 

I dOnT wAnNa Be Ur #1

BeIn #1 MeAnS tHeReS a #2 n #3

I WaNnA bE uR * O n L y . O n E

 

i wanna be that qirl he`s scared to lose
the -one- where
he  [  can`t ] walk away
from
knowinq shes mad at him, the โ€“one-

who can`t
fall asleep without her voice
beinq the
last -one- he hears the -one- he

wouldn`t know what to do without .. 

 


 

--sometimes you gotta--
talk like everything is perfect*
*smile like
nothings wrong
dance like no ones watching*
*sing like no ones
listening
walk like ur proud of who you are*
*cry like a river
blink like your blind*
*speak the
unspeakable
believe the unbelievable*
*reach the unreachable
touch the untouchable*
*think the unthinkable

sleep like theres no tomorrow*
            :: AND ::
 love*like*youve*never*been*hurt*before

 

 

Missing you...isn't the hard part โ™ฅ
Knowing I had you is what breaks my heart...
 
Love

i`m not gonna get drunk to please the crowd
i`m not gonna be a slut and sleep around
i`m gonna say what I think and say it loud
i`m gonna say what I believe and stand proud
i`m gonna be me no matter who i`m around

YoU'vE gOt ThiS siLlY wAy oF x3
keEpiNg mE oN tHe EdGe Of mY
sEaT

Love

always SMiLE through d.r.a.m.a.
cause` things will always get better.
it might be cold and stormy
but it can`t rain f.o.r.e.v.e.r.now

forget about the (( R I S K ))
just take the f.a.l.l
..if its MeAnT to be,
ItS [ WoRTh ] it A L L

 
I just want that one boy who will make everything seem right .. when he asks "what's wrong"
and i say long story
he'll be like - baby, I got all night
 
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Nothing compares to the stomach ache you
get from laughing too hard with your bestfriends
 
bangin parties .. insane nights
too many boys .. stupid fights
always there .. forever true
where would i be without friends
ยป like you ยซ
 
A friend is someone who has the
courage to tell you when you're wrong...
 
 
Best friends are truely life's treasures.
Somtimes they know us better then we know
ourselves.. <3

 i' m still walking
down memory lane
' cause i know i' ll be
running into you


i wanna be his favorite hello
and his hardest good bye
 
how come guys...
"exchange facts"
but its assumed girls are "gossiping"
"are in a bad mood"
but its assumed girls are "pmsing"
"are always hungry"
but its assumed girl "need to lose weight and get in shape"
"just dont want a girlfriend"
but its assumed girls "are too ugly to get a guy"
GUYS GET AWAY WITH THINGS TOO EASLIY!
 
 
d0nt wastE y0ur tiMe 0n me...y0ur alreaDy the v0ice inSide my Head.
 
I guess that g0es to sh0w, just what ive been going through..when I'm still hugging my pillow, 0h...with my memories.
 
*Promise me, you'll never let go...*
 
 
Sugar We're Going Down Swinging...

we used to be the best of friends ;; stay up til
4 in the morning talking about random things
;; we used to have little fights && then
move
on
;; we used to do each others make-up &&
hair && go out && have a good time ;; but
now i see you in the hallways && we just
pass
each other like we never knew each others
middle names



LiFE`S A BiTCH , CAUSE iF iT WAS A
SLUT iT WOULD BE EASY 

GiRL: * i`ve always wanted to dance in the rain.
BOY: what if i told youu ; youu could at this very moment?

GiRL: what are youu talking about?
BOY: hold on.. *runs off* *comes back with a watering container*
GiRL: what is that for?
BOY: you`ll see. start dancing.
GiRL: okay.. *dances*
BOY: *turns water container above her head. the water slowly sprinkles on
her soft silky hair and he gently kisses her "in the rain".*

 i love you he whispered
& without  hesitation
she turned & ran,
tears streaming from her eyes
she just couldnt  take it anymore
she was sick of his lies.


best friends are totally aware of how retarded you
are ; but still manange to be seen with you in
public

i can't believe
after all that we've been through
i still love you with every peice
of my broken heart.

A boy & a girl stood in line for his favorite rollercoaster. The girl shuddered in fear, her fear of heights. She glanced at the boy with watery eyes & managed to say " i cant do this " He put his hand on her cheek & smiledi promise you. if you fall out , ill go with you"


Everyday that goes by, it seems like I discover somthing new about you to love, it's incredible to me how one person can make such a big difference in my life. you touch me in a way no one else ever has & give me so many reasons to
love you

Hurt is what I'm feeling.
   Loneliness
has become my new best friend.
   
Tears
seem to always appear.
   
Happiness
and love are things of the past.
   It seems like when you left they went with you...
   But, how could I blame them?
   If I could have, I would have gone with you too. \\

you do your thing, and I do my thing, You be you, and I'll be me, and if in the end, we both end up together....it was meant to be

the scariest thing about falling in love
getting
hurt
the scariest thing about getting hurt
not being able to love again
the scariest thing about not being able to love again
being alone |f|o|r|e|v|e|r|

The greatest challenge in life is to find
someone that knows all your ; flaws
differences & mistakes yet he still
manages to
love e.v.e.r.y.t.h.i.n.g about you

there a point in your life
when you realize who
matters,
who
never did
& who always will

there's a point in life - - where you get
tired of chasing everyone  &  trying to
fix everything // but it's not giving up
it's  realizing  you  don't  need  certain
people & all the b u l l s h i t they bring

i [ can't stand ] him hurting me . .
i just can't stand him using me but,
unlike him ยป i just can't walk away;
i can't  forget  what we had . .  it's
not that easy for me to let go of ` '
something that was once my l i f e
i guess it actually mattered to me.*

&& now that summers gone and all we're left with are the memories..
are you still going to love me?
are you still going to love me like you did on those hot july nights..
under the stars holding me tight..
please tell me.. please.. i'll do anything.. just stay.

do i still love you? ...of course i still love you. do i still need you? maybe. i'm not sure... i don't know if i really need anyone. so i think i'm going to let you go now. and i know it's going to hurt. i'll still cry myself to sleep every night. but eventually, i won't cry anymore. maybe i'll even find someone else to love and care about as much as i do for you. although, i doubt that.

there's so much on my mind that it's tearing me apart..

this love isn't good unless it's me and you
stick your hands inside of my pockets
keep them warm while I'm still here
tell them this love hasn't changed me, hasn't changed me at all
 
you said we were an accident
with accidents you'll never know what could have been
so we were an accident
you'll always be my favorite one<3
 
 
did you ever watch him walk away..
not wanting him to go. while you're thinking
''wow I love him, more then he'll ever know
 
&& I'm scared that I'll walk out of this room without you ever
realizing how much you really truly mean to me<3
 
i miss you so much, but i'm afriad of what you'd say...
 
 
i would suffer all the pain and the heartache silently if i knew that after it was over we could be together....
 
50 THiNGS Y0U SH0UlD KN0W AB0UT GUYS *
1. Guys hate sluts.
2. "Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" ~ two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone.
3. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
4. Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up
as he goes.
5. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.
6. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.
7. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.
8. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.
9. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.
10. Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend.
11. Guys get jealous easily.
12. Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think.
13. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!...uh...never
mind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.
14. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.
15. Guys hate asking parents for money to buy girls presents. So they come up with ideas like saving their lunch money for a week. But it never works because guys are always hungry so they end up asking the parents for money anyway.
16. Girls are guys' weaknesses.
17. Guys are very open about themselves.
18. It's good to test a guy first before you trust him. But don't let him wait too long.
19. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.
20. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.
21. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
22. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.
23. Guys will brag about anything.
24. Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. We rarely use beautiful. If a guy
uses that, he likes you.
25. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.
26. Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused.
27. Any guy could write out a rulebook or advice book for flirting, but no guy can write out a book about relationships.
28. Try to be as straightforward as possible.
29. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he's too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won't be mature and grown up.
30. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.
31. No matter how much guys talk about asses and boobs, personality is key.
32. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.
33. Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.
34. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.
35. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.
36. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying,
"Please come and listen to me."
37. Guys don't really have final decisions.
38. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.
39. If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you.
40. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.
41. Guys like femininity not feebleness.
42. Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.
43. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
44. Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.
45. Everything in moderation. Put on makeup, wear perfume. Just not too much.
46. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.
47. Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.
48. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.
49. A guy would give his left nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.
50. No guy can handle all his problems by his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it